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I'm Melanie Schwandtner
Previous A-student of psychology (BSc) & holistic health, current certified practitioner of human energetics & ❤centered fitness trainer
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my hero's journey,
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quest for healing, and
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some fun facts
My Spiritual Baggage
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This is a kabbalistic term, loosely referring to unresolved negative experiences or limiting beliefs our soul wants to correct in this life time.
It's said to appear around age 12. That was when I started self-harming and my life started revolving around one QUESTION: "Why am I doing this?"
You can read briefly about this QUEST I went ON.
I broke through a number of defense mechanisms before I became aware of an allegedly universal struggle within, which I was too scared of to let just be. That, together with a temporary extra-sensory perception I'd acquired due to plant medicine, caused me to have panic attacs for some time, and ultimately to refuse the call.
My Call to Adventure
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In my atheistic ordinary world I managed to function very well until I learned in "philosophy of psycho-analysis" class (during studying for a BSc degree in psychology at uni in Sydney, Australia), about how Freud conceptualised therapy.
Having gotten curious, I tried a in my mind strikingly similar set up: A 10-day silent meditation retreat.
Back at uni (LMU) in Munich, Germany, the study of the nature of our realm came into my field during an AWEsome "psychology 101" class, again. I guess due to my previous years of psychological study, the professor warmly welcomed me into his working group, too.
We weren't exclusively observing this miraculous unseen world from the safety of the university's halls. The most impressive experiential component was a visit at THE institute dealing with and researching parapsychological phenomena in the German-speaking world.
Meeting the Mentors
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During a yoga teacher training course in Rishikesh, India, I was held warmly when the previous terror resurfaced in philosophy class.
The contact with the extra-ordinary world felt all too real among the daily meditations, asanas, and pranayamas. I was still committed to the ordinary world though, and refused the call once more.
Arguably these paths were never ment to take me towards healing (wholly). And truthfully, my nervous system capacity limited the amount of healing any path could have provided, also.
Anyway, I ventured out and received comprehensive education, theoretically and practically, in human energetics at the best school in the German-speaking world - woot woot.
I return now, and offer energetic containment so you can learn to navigate your world(s) with ease as well.
Master of Two Worlds
Naturally my interest in pursuing an academic accreditation took a backseat in favour of one big leap of faith I desired to take: To finally embrace living in and with this extra-ordinary world - whose threshold I'd crossed multiple times before.
After all, in terms of healing, academia and conventional therapy left me feel wanting.
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These are the magic potions that make me feel safe in my body at last - and that's something I'd love for you to achieve for yourself too.
My Elixirs
All my psychological and spiritual endeavours, academically and experientially, cumulate in the mastery of multiple important skills, which are best described as EMOTIONAL MATURITY.
The other life-changing method I'm proficient in and I bring to our table is ENERGY HEALING.
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Not sure if this QUEST of mine is over, but I have multiple perspectives - healing in and of themselves - from which to answer my one QUESTION now.
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Fun Facts To Further Feel Me
My curiosity knows no bounds.
One of my dearest friends jokingly announced I'd even find an interest in her living room's corner's dust.
Now, I can't wait to meet her to talk about it (and stir up our usual dust) - seriously!
I got married to a tree once.
Books take possession of me on the regular.
It was quite a spontaneous "call to ceremony": At nighttime, somewhere roadside, in Uttar Pradesh, India, high humidity, cars honking, and the tree - chosen unbeknownst to me.
I've become wise to how "cellulite" was born... to placentas, our forgotten chakras... and to the magical entities seeking manifestation, that are our ideas...
